so 12 days til i have to move out and i’m only finally having a minor freakout over all the paperwork i have to sort out and i don’t understand any of it and i can’t even pack my fucking suitcase for next week properly i feeling fucking useless rn i’m so scared what if i don’t find a flat next week what do i do i have nothing i’m just going to end up seeing 5sos and coming back with nowhere to live idk why i thought i could do this on my own
do you ever lie for absolutely no reason like it just comes out and then 2 seconds after you’re like why did i even lie i didn’t need to lie at all?
my mum asked me this morning if i was doing anything else when i go to london next week like gigs, and i flat out lied and said no??? why did i say that??? like why would it matter i’m still gonna focus on finding a flat AND go to itunes as well.